4 Reasons Why Dating Is So Hard
I think most of us can agree that our negative experiences outweigh
our positive experiences in dating. “Connection” is elusive. Each
negative experience leaves a scar, making us reluctant to stay in
the game. With enough disappointments, our youthful positivity
turns into “I can see that it’s a lie.”
Growing up, all the times I thought love was coming my way, I was
somehow let down. At this point, I’m numb to it. There have been
enough letdowns that I no longer expect things to work out.
Cheating and abuse are examples of big events that contribute to
shying away from dating. Luckily, the traumatic events are
uncommon. There are, however, small letdowns that are not only
barbs that poke at your emotional well-being, but they are also
annoying. And these little events occur more often. After enough
of these types of letdowns, you might start to lose your faith in
dating:
You Think About Them All The Time, but You Know They Are
Barely Thinking About You
There’s often a girl I’m thinking about: What it would be like to
take her on dates, or even marry her. At the same time, we
barely know each other, she has a boyfriend, she’s far away,
or some other barrier exists. In light of this barrier, I know she’s
not thinking about me like I’m thinking of her. It makes me feel
stupid and insignificant.
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It’s Day 3, and They Haven’t Contacted You
For awhile I actually believed that every woman who gave me her
number would call me back. After enough ignored calls, I’ve lost
energy and hope for this process. In the old days, day 1, day 2,
day 3 went by (my friends would tell me “start worrying after day 4″)
and I’d get more and more incredulous: “How can she just ignore
my call?” Now I’d be incredulous if she actually called back.
They Are Interested in Your Friend
I set myself up for this because I integrate all my friends: work,
college, high school, etc. My guy friends are refined versions of
me. They know when to turn off the “crazy switch.” My first crush
in fourth grade told me she liked my best friend when I finally
admitted I “liked” her. She started a long string (at least five times)
of crushes who like my closest friends instead of me.
I’m Into It, I’m Out of It
When the object of your desire gives you hope by going through
the initial motions of dating before pulling out, it’s frustrating.
Eventually, it’s tough for you to trust because so many people
flaked out on past potential relationships with no explanation.
It’s safer for your mind and heart to be pleasantly surprised
instead of having hopes to kill. Maybe it’s good that I’ve gotten
to that point of no hope. Anything good that happens will be a
pleasant surprise. Maybe part of growing up in dating is
losing hope.
What little letdowns in dating make you lose faith? Do you agree
the things above happen much more often than having it actually
work out? Do you try not to have hope, or are you always hopeful?
I'm 31 years old and I've no interest in dating anymore, it's a waste of time, I would like to be surprised but don't have any hope of meeting anyone I like or vice versa, maybe I'm just too much of a loner, I guess.
ReplyDeleteThis is a very well written piece.